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Apolitik miyim ben ?

Pınar DEMİR

mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Siyasetten anlamam ama ,sen çok hoşuma gidiyorsun ,diyen şair hayatının
başrolünü kime vermişti acaba? Onun için kim figüran, kim senarist ya da kim
yönetmendi?



   Bundan birkaç yıl önce Diyarbakır'da ilk dersimi vermek üzere
sanayi odasının merdivenlerden çıkarken, herşeye çok hazırdım oysa. Tüm ders notları,
slaytlar hazır ve ben topuklu ayakkabı sesiyle, yüreğimin gümbürtüsünü
saklamaya çalışırken ders saati geldi çattı işte. Çoğu benden yaşça büyük tam
altmış beş göz üzerimde iken ilk dakikalarda ne anlattığımı ben bile
bilmiyordum aslında.Zaman geçip konu ilerledikçe heyecanım giderek azaldı ve
ilk ders sonunda herşey neredeyse mükemmeldi. Küçük bir ara verdikten sonra
içeriye girdim ve öğrencilerin gelmesini bekledim zaman ilerliyor ama birkaç
kişi haricinde kimse derse gelmiyordu. Merak içinde merdivenlerden indim ve
ikinci dersin çoktan başladığını ancak kimsenin gelmediğini söyledim ,Gelmezler
hocam dedi idare ,böyle gelirsen derse gelmezler. Ne olduğunu garip bir şekilde
neden yalnız bırakıldığımı çok sonra anlayan ben hayatımın ilk dersini almıştım
belki de.Boynumda asılı olan küçücük bir Atatürk kolyesi öğrencilerin ikinci
derse girmesine engel olmuştu.Art niyetli ya da kasıtlı olarak yapmadığımı ilk
dersim olduğu için gururla taktığımı belirtsem de çok etkili olmamış ve epey
üzülmüştüm.İlk dersim, çok uzak bir şehir ve çok uzaktık birbirimize .Aradan
geçen zaman ile onlar beni tanımış ben de onları anlamaya çalışmıştım.
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Milliyetçi
bir aileden gelen ben y
mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-language:TR">llardmso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-language:TR">r arammso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-language:TR">za konulan setler ya da ayrmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">mlar zamanla
kalkm
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ışmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> ön yargmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">larmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">m tamamen silinmimso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ti. Anlamso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">dmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ım ki
oralarda ya
TR">şmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">amadan
oralar anla
TR">şımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">lmazmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">



mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Her seçim
bir vazgeçi
TR">şmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">tir ya imso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">te .Kimden
neden vazgeçti
TR">ğmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">imiz önemli
asl
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">nda.Siyaset
bir uzla
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">şımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> sanatmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> ise emso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">er 1
A
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ustos'ta
seçece
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">imiz aday
Cumhurba
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">kanmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">
olamayacaksa kendimizi üyev ana elinde kalm
"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ış"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> gibi hissetmez miyiz?mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">



mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Hz mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">.İsa'yi halk
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yahudi din bilginleri İsa'ya sorarlar ;

mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Emso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">y İsa mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Smso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ezar bizden
cok fazla vergi aliyor,verm
mso-fareast-language:TR">elmso-fareast-language:TR">imso-fareast-language:TR"> mso-fareast-language:TR">miyiz,vermemeli"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> "Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">miyiz"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> ?"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">

İsa bunlarin icindeki art niyeti ilahi bir g
"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">üç"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">le anlar ve onlara;

mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Emso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">linizdeki
para
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ymso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> Smso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ezar yapmis
oyleyse
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Smso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ezarin hakki
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Smso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ezar'amso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> Tanrmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">'nmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">n Hakkmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> Tanrmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">'ya mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">der ve olay
burda bite
mso-fareast-language:TR">r.Bizim gibi Vatan -Millet - Sakarya deyip umso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">runda canmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">nmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR"> verebilecek
kapasiteye sahip bir milleti milli de
"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğ"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">erlerimizden bihaber biri yönetse ne
kadar do
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ru olur ki?
Her seçim bir vazgeçi
mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-language:TR">tir hayat"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ı"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">m"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ı"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">zda."Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">



mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">Siyasetten
anlamam ama sen çok ho
mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-language:TR">uma gidiyorsun i"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ş"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">te. Apolitik miyim diye soruyorum da
kendime
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">imdiye kadar
hiçbir siyasi parti ile bir ba
mso-fareast-language:TR">ğımso-fareast-language:TR"> ya da üyeli"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğ"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">i bulunmayan ben gözlemliyorum
sadece. Ve diyorum ki bizi biz yapan de
"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ğ"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">erlere sahip çmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">kabilecekler
önemli .Bir cumartesi günü yine sürçü lisan ettiysek affola. Unutmay
mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ımso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">n hayat tercihlerimizden
ibaret ve tercihimizle ba
mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-language:TR"> bmso-fareast-language:TR">amso-fareast-language:TR">şa kald"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ığı"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">m"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">ı"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">z o gün bamso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">şmso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:TR">roller
sadece bizde



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